Misery

Andrew Carnegie is a confusing writer. Seldom is he interesting. I'm trying my best to keep up with him, but how can I possibly keep track of a guy who can barely write a straight sentence like "and then I went home". 

Also, my stomach hurts something awful. :P 

And I still haven't gotten my new Yugi-oh book that is waiting for me at the store. *whimper* That's the worst of it yet!!!

But today, I am bumming it like there is no tomorrow, even though the coming of tomorrow is inevitable and desirable. My plan for tomorrow is to read, read, READ. My list: Andrew (as much as I can without dying), Sister Carrie (another schoolwork book), Bloodhound (sequel to Terrier ((did you know there was one, Eagle?))), and Yugi-oh. Which will consume most of my day. *sigh* 

So today all I've been doing is reading, and playing Kingdom Hearts on my DS. And I can't get past this one level so I'll never know the end of the story!!! 

Yet another thing to add to my woe. 

Last night I went to bed around 1am and woke up in the middle of the night, and when I went back to sleep I swear upon my Yugi-oh books that I blinked and woke up at 7am. Gar...

Today in church we learned about the disciple Thomas, and how he was the factual one of the disciples. He needed the facts and needed to see with his own eyes. To be honest *rubs back of neck* I sorta zoned and forgot half the sermon. I was waiting for the point the pastor was going to make and I think I missed it. Ah, well. I remember a passage saying 'Blessed are those who haven't seen me and believed'. I will always think that line is very cool.

But you know what irks me? The bashing of peers. In school, in Sunday school, anywhere, you are constantly told 'Beware of peer pressure' and today I just wanted to snap. My Sunday school teacher (not my real one, a substitute *hrrr*) is always saying "And you'll be bound to be pressured by your friend, right?"

Pardon me, my fellow human, but I beg to differ. My friends are loyal, and understanding of where I stand and how I feel about certain subjects. It's not like they'd pressure me into drinking or stuff like that. I just got so bristled at her that I barely contained my anger at bursting. I wanted to shout:

"Stop bashing my friends!!! I hate the prejudice against my own peers!" 

It seems to me that adults think whenever you have a peer, they'd pressure you into doing stuff you don't want to do. Now I have no doubt that in the future I'll be pressured, but NOT BY MY FRIENDS. Goodness. 

So instead of shouting I rose my hand and said this with an icy glare.

"My friends know where I stand and wouldn't pressure me to do that."

That was about all I could say without completely sounding like a ignorant brat. *phew* Now that THAT'S outta my system. 

I'm still one the way to completing the Card Dueling rules. All I have to do is write what each and every card does. Fun... I mean seriously people. Imagine coming up with 52 different cards! But that's what I did because I have too much time on my hands. But that's also why I have the Garden Gnome of Death somewhere among the high cards. I WAS BORED.

-Icewolf

Ps: Bleah, for the umpteenth time, could you please tell me how I could get a signature?