Bleeding Hearts

*sigh* They're such wonderful flowers, aren't they? I just remembered I loved them as much as orchids and lilacs.

So here's the story. YOU CAN SKIP IF YOU WANT, JUST A SMALL LITTLE RANT..ISH...THING...

Tonight I was supposed to go out to the movies with a guy. Wasn't sure if it was a date or not, but it was still pretty...amazing to me. Well, he didn't have a ride, so tonight I'm stuck at home. With a bleeding heart. So why do I still feel for him?! In all logic, this should break my heart and cause me to shun him right? It did break my heart, but I still really like him. The more I think, the more confused I get. The more I argue with myself, the more irrational I seem. He's an amazing and wonderful guy. *pauses* I dunno... life and love are confusing.

END RANT-ISH-THING

Anyway, thank you if you read that. Just sorta needed to get it off my chest just a little.

~Icewolf